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17 September 2008 @ 12:07 am

Today I ran into Brian Lucas. I was at the pinkberry that is at the grove with my friend and behind me was Brian Lucas. He poked me and tried speaking to me. It was just weird, I mean I haven't seen him and his little group since high school and then out of the blue he is there. I don't know if he expected me to be like we were long lost friends or what. There were a couple of minutes of awkward conversation and then I got my yogurt and bolted.

Feeling:

curious

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07 September 2008 @ 03:00 pm

I dyed my hair again blackish blue last night. I was bored and I had the dye. But this time I was smart and I used to sink to rinse it out. So the sink turned puplish blue but at least it was easier to clean up than the tub. I was super tired after I dyed my hair so I went straight to bed and it was like 11pm. I dreamed of that one time in 6th grade the our teacher put us into groups, I cant remember for what but the part that I do remember was Becky drawing purple bananas and put them on the back of our shirts. Well in the dream we had purple bananas and we were marching. After I woke up I had that damn banana in pyjamas song stuck in my head.

Feeling:

pensive

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02 June 2008 @ 02:45 pm

I took this from randomxepiphany

1. Your Name:

2. Age:

3. Single or Taken:

4. Favorite Movie:

5. Favorite Song:

6. Favorite Band/Rapper/Artist:

7. Dirty or Clean:

8. Tattoos and/or Piercings:

9. Do we know each other outside of LiveJournal?

10. Whats your philosophy on life?

11. Would you have my back in a fight?

12. Would you keep a secret from me if you thought it was in my best interest?

13. What is your favorite memory of us?

14. Would you give me a kidney?

15. Tell me one odd/interesting fact about you:

16. Would you take care of me when I'm sick?

17. Can we get together and make a cake?

18. have you heard any rumors of me lately?

19. Do you/have you talk(ed) crap about me?

20. Do you think I'm a good person?

21. Would you drive across country with me?

22. Do you think I'm attractive?

23. If you could change anything about me, would you?

24. What do you wear to sleep?

25. Would you come over for no reason just to hang out?

26. Would you go on a date with me if i asked you?

27. Would you hug me?

28. Would you kiss me?

29. If I only had one day to live, what would we do together?

30. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

Feeling:

curious

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13 May 2008 @ 01:18 pm

why do i have such flaky friends?
my friend john was SUPPOSED to go with me to see death cab for cutie on the 22nd (which is sold out) just totally flaked out on me

Feeling:

aggravated

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01 April 2008 @ 02:09 pm

so here are the pictures

( This cut will kill you if you have dial-up... seriously there is like over 70 really big pictures )

Feeling:

bouncy

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30 March 2008 @ 01:33 pm

*spazzing*
i just met gerard way shook his hand and got my cd signed by him
then i saw mikey and before he went in the elevator i waved
*spazz *

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29 March 2008 @ 10:15 am

waiting at the airport ny flight has been delayed an hour
im really jittery i hate flying and it doesnt help that i drank like 3 cups of coffee.
eww the guy sitting in the seat across from me is looking at a porn magazine i just hope he isnt sitting next to me on the flight.
i set off the metal detector because of my earings it was so stupid they made me take off all my jewelry and go again
i should have just taken a bus to las vegas

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09 February 2008 @ 12:43 pm

My bathtub is blue

So I was bored yesterday at 3am, most people would be sleeping but I couldn’t and instead of doing homework I decided to dye my hair. I used to dye my hair blackish blue but I stopped like 3 years ago because I tried dying it brown but my hair wouldn’t take the color because of the black and I thought about bleaching it but they told me not to because it would totally fuck up my hair. So I had to let my hair grow out to get rid of the black and it took a while but finally it grew out and I was able to dye it brown. So I bought one of those demi-permanent dyes that was blue-black. So I decided to dye my hair blue-black and it would okay because in 3-4 weeks it would was out. So I applied the dye, it smelled like grape jolly ranchers and everything was going fine until I had to rinse it out. I decided to do it in the tub and when the color started to come out I didn’t think anything about. It wasn’t until I started to rinse the tub that I noticed that the color wasn’t coming out of the tub. So I tried scrubbing it and some of it came out. So I decided that today I would wake up early and go buy some super powered cleaner so I could remove the color but the thing about going to sleep at 4:30 is that you wake up late. So I was woken up by the screams of my mother of why was the bathtub blue. She didn’t find it amusing when I mentioned that at least it matched the whole blue bathroom theme. So I’m off to find a super cleaner that will get rid of the blue stain in my tub.

And my hair smells like a grape jolly rancher

Feeling:

amused

Listening To: Kiss Kiss Kill Kill- HorrorPops

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06 December 2007 @ 06:48 pm

i feel weird
not sad or depressed but just weird and when i listen to music i feel off the only music that i can listen to that makes me feel better is heartbreak in stereo by pencey prep i dont know why but it just helps and its not one of those cds that have lyrics that are profound of music that is amazing it just helps

Sitting Down: physics

Feeling:

weird

Listening To: 10 rings-pencey prep

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08 November 2007 @ 06:23 am

i did it i quit my job.
i have been wanting to do it for a while but never had the nerve to do it but now i had to. There is this girl missy who is a complete airhead and when i mean airhead i mean she cant even do simple math with out using a calculator and even then she still messes up. So there was a promotion available and she got it over me so that is when i realized that i could take this airhead being my boss so i quit.
so if anybody knows if they are hiring anywhere please let me know

Tags: job

Feeling:

crappy

Listening To: cancer-my chemical romance

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31 August 2007 @ 05:51 pm

I hate chem love physics

i thought that chem was going to be easier because i took it in high school but i didn't expect not to understand the teacher. i literally cannot understand him, his accent is so heavy and his notes on the board look like chicken scratch. my physics prof. is so funny and he makes the subject so easy.
my lab prof are all very young they are like 2 or 3 years older than me. they physics lab prof. is cute in a dorky way.

i just found out that the pipettes are coming to LA on oct.25 in hollywood at the avalon
anyone want to go with me?

Feeling:

amused

Listening To: between breaths-Blaqk Audio

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30 June 2007 @ 09:20 pm

i think i might quit my job
if i do then i have to look for another one and i'm too lazy to do that
but i'm really starting to hate it there

Feeling:

pensive

Listening To: wheren is my mind-Placebo

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15 May 2007 @ 09:42 am

Life Is Out To Scre Me

I was so happy because i was going to see tegan and sara on july 24 then I get an invitation yesterday inviting me to my cousins wedding which is the same day. I really don't know this cousin haven't seen him in like 5 years so tegan and sara totally beat him but my mum's like nooo you have to go he is family. Yeah family I haven't seen in like 5 years.
So I'm planning to go to the ceremony and then during the party sneak out and go see tegan and sara and then go back.
Knowing my luck I will get caught but it's tegan and sara

Feeling:

annoyed

Listening To: Where Does The Good Go?

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19 April 2007 @ 12:19 pm

i hate the freaking wind

my hair is all frizzy i look like a bloody troll doll minus the bright hair.

Feeling:

Frizzy

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28 March 2007 @ 06:16 pm

i just saw a guy that was eating a big steak and he was wearing a shirt that said meat is murder.

Feeling:

confused

Listening To: Remedy- Hot Water Music

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14 February 2007 @ 03:26 pm

so it's valentines day and i have to work and go to school so i was like whatever another day for me so it's like 9:00 and then i get a call from work and i was like crap they want me to go to work. so i answer and then selipa ,one of my co-workers. tells me if i'm going in today and i tell her no and then she tells me that i have to swing by work and then i ask why and then she tells me i got flowers delivered to work. FLOWERS. i of course thought she was joking around with me and then she informs me that it is true that i did get flowers so i ask her who they are from and she tells me that the card doesn't have a name that all it says is: Patty, always thinking of you" so i finally go to work and there are the flowers and there is the card and i have no idea who they are from. so when i come home with the flowers my mom, and sisters start trying to figure out who they are from and how the wedding is going to be and everything. but the thing is if i knew the guy wouldn't he have sent them to my house not to where i work?

Feeling:

groggy

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12 December 2006 @ 02:56 am

My Xmas Stocking

( my xmas stocking )

Feeling:

energetic

Listening To: Love Is All Around- Billy Mack

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04 April 2006 @ 09:44 am

so lately when it has been raining i don't know i always listen to Hotel by Moby ( i think it might be because there are several mentions of rain in the songs) or i listen to the Amélie soundtrack especially the song Comptine D'un Autre Été: L' Après Midi because, i don't know how, but the piano sounds like drops of rain and the rain actually seems like it is falling to the beat of the piano which most likely just means i need to get sleep.

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11 October 2005 @ 10:48 am

I HATE CHEATERS

So i just took my western civilization midterm and i studied my butt off for this test. i even stopped watching tv and i even was reading the the book during my cousins birthday dinner. so i get to class and you can see all of us look stressed out, not enough sleep and definitely not enough coffee and then this girl comes in late and she's all happy well rested and she asked if we had read the book, she told us she didn't buy and that she just looked it up on a site. later while taking the test i hear her crinkling papers and i see that she has a paper on her lap and that she was cheating. i was so mad she didn't study, didn't buy the book all she did was buy a paper of a site and now she was going to get a better grade than the rest of us who actually studied. after i turned in the test i called my mother because i needed to vent i felt so mad i almost cried. Now my grade average will go down in that class because of that test and that cheating bitch will get a better grade and she doesn't show up for class and doesn't study i hope that the teacher checks her paper see's that it was plagiarized and kick her out

Feeling:

ragging mad

Listening To: Where Is My Mind- Placebo

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15 September 2005 @ 08:11 am

Anywhere but here

Aced my first Western Civ. Quiz Right now i am in anthropology and watching a video about female circumcision totally not want to be here. want to throw up my coffees right now. i have a growing suspicion that that the teacher likes to see us squirm. they actually show you everything. school should not allow him to show these kinds of videos. now he told us to educate our selves about things like this. like i really need to know about this, i don't want to even think about it. i wonder if i pull the fire alarm if i will get into much trouble??

Feeling:

nauseated

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